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ugh. finally back from the place :) yeah yeah yeah. this place is definately a clean place. no rubbish, no oily place. no dirty toilet. or maybe yes there are some of it but it's okay if i don't go. LOL. only 2 days. i went there only 2 days. but is kinda enough for me :/ but something there are not so perfect is i didnt buy anything like soveniers for my friends. ohhh. don't know weather they will scold me or not :( espeacially kav :P sorry dudess! Because of the stupid fever that came to me! and my result! my dad and my mom can't go to find their friends. i feel so bad actually. and i asked them maybe we can go back later so that they can meet up their old friends. but seriously because of me they give up for finding their friends :( i love them seriously!
yeah yeah yeah, i went many places there with MRT/LRT. Daddy and Mommy knows the places there quite well although my dad didnt go there for already 20 years. because of those facilities. so and so we almost visit the whole singapore in 2 days. :P of course i know singapore is small but then it also kinda torture our feet. my mom shoes already spoilt 2 times. and my legs is full of scars /.\ but seriously don't know why i suddenly lost my friendship angklet. hope they wont scold me :(
and of course the result is okay for my parent. at least i didnt make them dissapointed.but actually is kinda bad for me :/ i didnt look sad all the time cause i dont want my lovely cousin to feel sad. he is a strong guy actually. but because of the result he dont feel good. his face change very quickly. i am scared. i don't feel like staying the school any longer. so i made a decision to accompany him back to make sure he is okay and dont faint at the road side. i walked behind of him silently. i understand his feeling. all around us is all those vehicles. but i feel nothing. i just feel like we were in a empty boxes. my heartbeat pump so freakin' fast. don't feel like getting anything to stop it. until we reached his house. with the tv with alot of kind noises wake me up. till i am awake. he just left his result slip on the coffee table and went upstairs. i just watch him queitly at the corner of his sister piano. i can see that he was pissed. he threw his tie on the floor and sit on the small sofa. thinking something. as i guess so. hmm, i back to the first floor and i was like omg what am i doing here. and then i call my mom by using his landline and tell her what's going on. my mom was like don't disturb him. let him be there. but then after i put down the phone. he came down with a kappa t-shirt and a purple short jeans, lay on the huge sofa and put his hand between the eye and ........... i stund! pheww! then i tell him something positive. but nothing is happening. but i think he is listening. i gave him a few pieces of tissue. he was finally get back into abit normal. after he stay up. he asked me to filled in the form for him. he said "i won't give up. i want to be in science class. may god bless me!" i kept quiet for a few seconds and replied. "you can! nothing is impossible. i am here for you. dont cry. take care"
ohh god of course i need you to bless him. i dont hope that he will be dissapointed.as i didnt see him being like this before. of course thank god for those A's that i get. although is just a few. i appreciate it. SERIOUSLY!
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